Time is even weirder than usual for me. I can’t believe tomorrow is the last day of November squares, and it is impossible to think it has been 34 weeks since the death of my amazing Robert. Some days it feels like only yesterday I found him dead, and other days it feels like he has been gone forever. I miss our life together and I miss creating a shared future. I miss his presence, his calmness, his smile and his voice. I can though still feel his love, and hope time never changes that.
More life altering moments lie ahead in 2023, consequently I don’t yet know if squares will return. I hope it will as I love squaring, it is also a good distraction and you are all a great support. I will keep you posted on my square plans, and I will also keep walking. I hope you will keep walking too, and if you haven’t squared this month – there is still time! Find out more here on how to submit your #WalkingSquares.
The life of B 
My contribution
https://philosophyvia.photos/2022/11/29/teatime-a-hug-for-the-soul-and-spirit/
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The others have said it all – there is little I can add, except for: keep it up (in your own time, no pressure) and we will be thinking of you – and we’d love to have you back!
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thank you for your support and encouragement, really helps
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Thank you Becky for keeping our spirits soaring high despite the changes you are undergoing.
You are courageous and strong.
I never realized that tomorrow is the last day of November Squares.
You kept us constantly engaged.
I am sure ‘SQUARES’ will return.
Thank you so much.
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oh that is so lovely, thank you
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You are welcome Becky
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It has been so nice to walk with you this month Becky, we have all missed you. I hope the squares have been a good distraction and helping you through your grief. 34 weeks is not a long time and the loss must be both physically and mentally difficult to process.
One more day and one more walk to share with you tomorrow. Meantime, here’s Alice surrounded by beauty (though she wouldn’t have been back in the day).
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Thanks Jude, that means a lot and really hope I might meet Alice myself one day
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Becky, thanks for hosting Squares this month, I really enjoyed it so much and I hope Squares will be back went your are ready to do so!
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Thank you 🙂
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I’m amazed you have found the stamina to do this, Becky, and hope the love (not too strong a word) coming back at you has really helped as much as you say xx
My walk today is not terribly cheerful, I’m afraid, but it honours a profession we all rely on. Thank goodness they do it, because I couldn’t! Same goes for doctors, nurses etc.
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I am amazed at me too!!
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There you are, we are in agreement!
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Feeling love always will endure Becky. xx
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I hope so. Struggling this week to recall his face in my mind, but then when I tried to recall people still living found that is hard too. Think my mind is just not up to it this week.
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That is OK. I just love Roberts face and smile on your Twitter page xx
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Ah, Becky…well done for hosting Squares this month, and I hope Squares will be back at some point. Sorry I haven’t posted much, I’ll try today and tomorrow. Pleased you have found us to be supportive 🥰
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No need to apologise Sue, I have loved the ones you have posted and know that you haven’t had an easy month. Thanks again for being there xx
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My pleasure!
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Thank you for reaching out to us again, Becky, even though it has been so hard for you. I have really appreciated this chance to return to squares https://somerville66.blogspot.com/2022/11/walkingsquares-in-marlborough.html
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Your support has really helped
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It’s been good joining you this month, even though I haven’t posted daily – nothing from me today in fact. I hope it’s been fun for you too – bittersweet, of course – but at least you know how many of us are rooting for you and sending love and positive vibes. I’ll drop by tomorrow with a final contribution.
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Thanks Margaret xx
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One step at a time, darlin, and you’re almost there! In squares, that is. Life is a whole different matter and I presume you’re dealing with selling the house and finding somewhere that works well for your future. You’ve done amazingly this month, Becky, and we’ve all loved having you around again. Long may it continue. Wishing you lots of love and luck.
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Thanks Jo, really appreciate your support
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Robert will always be with you in your heart. Best wishes to you for the coming weeks and months. I’m glad this square month has brought you some comfort and I hope, when you’re ready, we do get to do it all again together. Thanks for this month – it’s been fun as always.
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Thank you so much xx
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It’s been a great month of walks with you, Becky 👏 But over all too quick 😩 I hope Squares will be back at some point; it has been one of my inspirations over the years, particularly in 2019, which was a bad year for me! Whatever the future may hold, we are always here for you 💕🤗 Here’s my penultimate square: https://jezbraithwaite.blog/2022/11/29/lensy-at-the-canal-1-walkingsquares/
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and now I find you in spam! Thank you so much for your kind words about squares, and so glad it has helped you too.
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Love never ever ends.
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I hope you find the strength to keep going Becky and that you will bring squares back sometime
In the meantime I wish you well on your journey and hope you are surrounded by good friends and family 😘
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thank you 🫶
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